FEAR

Day Ten:

Day ten sounds so official! We can't wait to see you in a few days!! It won't be long now~

We went to Steven and Michelle's church this morn, there was an associate pastor who spoke and the title of the sermon was FEAR. Hmmmm, this could be interesting, I thought! He talked about how we view God. Is He big enough to handle any situation? Or do we worship a god that is small? I know that God is amazing and I know that His hands are on us.

Do I have a small fear of you being so far away in an unknown land....yes, but I know that you are in God's will and that IS the most perfect place to dwell and there is no need to worry, but sometimes it still happens. Do I wonder where you are and what you are doing? yes. Do I get scared when I don't hear from you at the usual time (like yesterday)? yes. Do I fear another bedtime with all the girls, when I am emotionally exhausted, without you? yes. But it doesn't last long...I remember that I am not in this alone, even though you are not here. I have my moments but I'm working on them!

Have I been fearful? A little, but only for a second! Now where is my Bible?!?!? ;)

See you soon, baby!

Always and forever,
Q